Yesterday I found out my fiancee was still talking to her ex. About something to do with her brother, but she swore to me she blocked his number. We just talked about it that day ironically. Needless to say I was extremely upset. I felt the old me coming out, and I haven’t felt that way in a very long time. I actually got myself sick trying to prevent myself from letting him out. Fuck. Why did she do that? So much to gamble for nothing. Well I guess we’ll see what happens, but that was the absolute last thing I was expecting.